Finale of the Last, Ended Life

I used to be golden, a saint in a time of sorrow.
In this life that i always borrow.
Screaming at this prison, where I've been into.
Die elsewhere but here,

Sometimes I feel so souless,
I couldn't even look at myself.
Ashamed of the things,
that always kills...

And I always damned the sun,
damning him for making this real
I carved those hateful thoughts into my chest.
they're so heavy that it fills my breast.

The darkest reaches of my soul,
engulfed with flames.
Feels like an angel living in hell.
I want to be a demon in heaven.
Where everything is perfect and given.

My daily life writes the tragedies, engraved on my fucking diary.
Existed with a broken spirit,
I will die free and complete.

This is how I’ve want to cross my path.
Living the life full of wrath.
My only hope is that one day,
I could be one soul to......

The role of valley ball setters

the role of a setter...
actually, this is a message from my coach in volleyball....
i repost this because i really love the message.. though i still can't do it...
hope, i would improve my skills as a setter....

A great setter is effectively invisible most of the time, making sure to stay out of the way of all teammates while they are doing their things. He magically appears, remembering all three set requests of his hitters. He evaluates the pass coming to him and determines whether any of the exotic quick sets asked of him are still possible. Then he evaluates the strengths of his three hitters, the game situation, and the defensive strengths of the individuals in the opponents' front row. He then adds in factors for making sure he is distributing sets reasonably among his hitters so none feel left out and for unique, temporary situations such as a hitter being in a slump. He totals all this up to decide who to set to. Now, he has to become aware of just where that hitter is and whether he is making a good approach, whether he needs to adjust the set for a player who normally makes an early or late approach. He makes adjustments due to what he sees the defense doing. Finally, he adds in the personal preferences of that specific hitter to put the ball a few inches closer, further, higher, lower, inside, quicker, etc, to increase that hitter's performance. As soon as he has made the set, he is supposed to be ready to dig any balls blocked straight down. If that doesn't happen, he is supposed to disappear from the face of the earth!

i was really inspired by this letter and i will DO my best to improve....
thanks coach!

global warming???

grabe na talaga ang epekto ng global warmin sa mundo.... tsk tsk tsk.... tingnan mo naman..... summer na dapat ang panahon ngayon tapos ulan nang ulan.... badtrep eh..... dami kong gustong gawin na hindi ko magawa...... ang hirap pa naman pag naulan....

waaaaaaaaa!!!!!! tae!!! anu na tong nagawa natin sa mundo!!! sinira na natin ng todo.... soper enet na sa mundo..... kung dito nga sa pinas di na natin matiis tong init na to, panu pa kaya yung mga nasa lugar kung saan nasa extremes ang temperature?? sabog na sabog siguro ako dun....

sana kasi dati pa lang, nung alam na natin yung pwedeng maging epekto sa mundo at binawasan na natin at unti unting itinigil ang paggamit o paggawa ng mga bagay na makakasira sa mundo.... tamo nangyari ngaun.... paanu pa maiibabalik ung dating tamang temperatura sa mundo???? wala nang saysay kahit anu pang gawin natin ngayon para hindi na masira pa ang daigdig.... sira na ito at hindi na maibabalik pa....

ngunit, ayon sa nabasa ko, may naiisip silang mga solusyon sa lumalalang sitwasyon ng global warming..... una, sabi nila, pollusyon lang ang makakaayos ng problema nating ito.... sabagay.... may punto sila kasi, kung mapopollute nga naman ang ating atmosphere, ung mga bagay doon ang magaabsorb ng init ng araw... pero, may isang mali..... kung lalo nating dudumihan ang atmosphere, tayo naman ang magdudusa ng todo..... ang ulan na babalik sa mundo ay magkakaroon na ng kung anu anung bagay na makakasama sa katawan.... pagkatapos non, ang hangin namang nilalanghap natin ay magiging sobrang dumi na hahantong sa sakit sa baga.... may isa pang paraan..... magtanim tayo ng sandamakmak na puno... dahil ang mga puno lang ang maaring makasala sa dumi na nasa hangin..... at sila lang ang maaring makinabang sa carbon dioxide na atin namang inilalabas at siyang responsable sa pagkakakulong ng init sa ating atmospera.........

kaya dapat, hindi na tayo magsunog ng mga plastic.... (lintek naman oh!!! badtrep yung katulong namin... napaka bobo!!!! laging nagsusunog ng plastik!!!! tanga eh.... gusto ko n ngang sapakin eh....) tapos... tigilan na ang paggamit ng mga bagay na may cfc... pagkatapos.......... basta!!!!! dapat hindi na nating gawin o gamitin ang mga bagay na nkakasira sa mundo.....

Quote of Dream

"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."

Quote of Happiness

“There is only one success - to spend your life in your own way."